I’m really depressed and been crying so figure I should just write.
Something is going on with my best friend and I have suspicions but don’t know if there true.
He hasnt been on Facebook (well he has but not to talk to me, because this guy named Dave made him think people are gossiping about him and its not true at all.
It does hurt that he doesn’t at least check on me or my posts to see how Im doing or what been up too. I don’t know if he wants a break from me, really sick, but sure he’s been hanging out with this evil person who puts things in his head.
I feel that hes getting brainwashed, or maybe had a falling out with someone. I don’t know cause haven’t talked in 4 days. He will usually talk to me about it because Im the only one he trusts as I do him. It just seems weird. Going from talking daily to going almost a week not checking In, Im not gonna lie, I do get worried about him and also do get suspicious.
In a way, I think hes getting brainwashed thinking people are gossiping about Him. There are numerous other people who are friends with the guy Dave but dave doesnt talk about them, only that people are talking about my best friend which arent true at ALL. I don’t hear about anyone gossiping about them because there friends with Dave. If there was gossip I am SURE I would of heard about it someone writing me saying “randy, so and so is talking stuff about Cris because he hangs out with Dave” but honestly, no one gives a fuck. Dave likes to stir his own drama.
I also feel Dave is saying bullshit to him like “I’ve protected you so many times because people think you and Randy are together” or making you think people are talking about you. I cleared that rumor up fast and everyone knows were best friends. I know my best friend says he doesn’t care what people think, but hearing lies like that would want him to stay away from me and I’m scared. I wish my best friend would move soon so he can start fresh and have good people to hang out with.
I feel its just a way to mess with his head so 1. He isnt talkative on Facebook much and 2. To try and break our friendship up.
If you don’t like dave, he doesn’t want people to like you either. Or he will bring you into his drama.
The more shit Dave says, the more he’s going to believe it and not want to go to Mayday where so many people are looking forward to hanging out with him this year after the protest because we missed all the fun last year. Dave will also try and make him feel bad for not going with him.
I personally stay gossip and drama free and the only thing I can come up with is Dave is brainwashing him making him feel bad for him, probably turning us apart, who knows.
Maybe he’s just been sick and doesn’t feel like talking but I at least check in and talk to him. It feels like he doesn’t want to hear from me or talk to me and it hurts.
Well thanks for listening, something is going on I just don’t understand what. I hope he’s honest with me and tell me what’s really going on in his head.
I get to go visit him in March and May for Mayday. Hopefully he will getting paid by then so can come out for summer. It’s weird, when were together its like no one else exists and our problems go completely away for the time together. Since I’m female, maybe it makes it more comfortable to be around. Nothing has nor never will leave my mouth. I cherish our friendship way too much for the chance to get it ruined. I don’t even talk about him to my SD friends or even FB friends who would have no clue who I’m talking about. Even if Dont talk that much in February, Seeing him on March 2nd and spending that time with him will be worth it. Then only another month until Im up there again 🙂 to be honest, he’s really the only person I talk too on FB. Think maybe another reason why miss him so much.
The Only thing that keeps me going is I Know I have never lied to him, gossiped about him, betrayed him in anyway and only been a great friend. That’s all that really matters. If he believes otherwise, tired and bored of talking to me, getting brainwashed etc. then I have no control over it.