You know, I’ve NEVER talked about my best friend ever. But he’s fucked me over way to many times where I don’t care anymore, so this will be fun…to be continued cause really busy write now and not worth my energy at all LOL
J
I’m going to write everything since this blog is confidential. For me to get things out and everything he’s done to me, what he has, his secrets, the lies he’s told and continues to tell to make himself look good, how he’s not a real man, how tries to be a womanizer, never follows through, his deepest darkest secrets and much more 🙂
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So far my weight loss was 277 (7 pounds on January 14th) I started diet on the 1st of January.
My goal is:
Week off
Jan 20= 3 pounds
Jan 27= 5 pounds
February 3 = 5 pounds
February 10 = 5 pounds
February 17 = 5 pounds
Febrauary 24 = 5 pounds
Total by March = 28 + 7 = 35 pounds. So between 30-35 pounds by March.
Tanning= get up to 20 minutes by February 10th.
Things To Do In February:
Dye Hair
Anal Bleach = $65
Tattoo? = $50-$100
Full Johnson Waxing = $44
Pants
Hotel = $531
Toys= ?
Talking Dirty to your man can make a huge difference in getting him turned on /off, hard/limp, good reminders because men want to know your pleasing them.
One recent time if he liked what I said I got rewarded by getting more fingers shoved up my ass.
Things I’ve recently said: BTW: Im a HUGE moaner and will say things while I am moaning or even when its quiet/foreplay. I moan when sucking dick, I either moan or yell/scream in pleasure. Its best not to have anyone home when a man plays with me LOL
Guess one time was basically crying in pleasure and pain.
Things I’ve said or known to say:
1. Oh my god! You feel so fucking good!
2. Your cock feels so good
3. You have such a perfect dick
4. Your so fucking big
5. Please don’t stop!! Please!!
6. I want your armpit in my face!
7. I want to lick your balls like a dog
8. You completely own my pussy/ass
9. My ass belongs to you completely
10. I want to suck your hairy cock so bad
11. I want to lick your hairy ass
12. Please fuck me! It feels so good!
13. Your fingers feel so fucking good!
14. Spank my ass hard
15. Pull my hair
16. Your such a fucking man. You know how to please a girl so fucking good!!!
There’s a lot more but you get the picture
Mine aren’t even huge but Ill put them on here the ones can think off: even ones that I’ve done before:
1. Under or above the covers: Put 2 pillows below my ass so lifts it up with my legs either around him, knees bent and on his chest or legs up on his elbows. Prefer like 5-10 minutes of each. Missionary style. If ass is up enough he can do it very slowly and we can make out and my arms around his head. If not rubbing my hands on his chest.
2. Lying there in the position he wants me in Useing toys, his fingers etc. and him playing with my pussy/ass loosing it up while I moan loud, scream, yell in pleasure.
3. Lying there and him coming up behind me to cuddle so can feel his hair on my back and his pubes on my ass. Love rubbing my ass on pubes even if doesn’t get hard. Like grabbing his dick with my butt checks and pulling. Like to talk dirty. Spoon and fork with legs. If gets a hard on in middle of night, if still have enough Vaseline on it works good enough to where I can do the work and he can just enjoy.
4. Worshiping his body, giving head:
(Will enter later)
5. Cowgirl: (enter later)
6. Reverse Cowgirl: (enter later)
7. Lying Down flat on stomach: (enter later)
8. Doggie Style: (enter later)
Others will enter in later
Yes, I LOVE talking about sex, sexual acts, anything to do with sex. I’m not a slut or go around sleeping with people (because believe me, it would be super easy with Craigslist, that app they have now (forgot the name) or other sites. I could have phone or cyber sex but not into it unless telling the person what I want to do.
I can’t have anonoymous sex not because of STD chances just because its too weird. The guy finishes and its like “okay, have a good day” I would want to shower and bath for days because would feel so dirty inside and out like had bugs crawling on me I couldn’t get off.
Blow Jobs: now Im not conceited but I do know how to give amazing blow jobs as a female. Most girls don’t worship a guys manhood and just go up and down. Some guys only get head on special occasions. My old friend would tell me “I don’t do it but he wants me too. Its just like he’s been sweating down there all day etc” I said that’s the best part. Now a days guys shave/trim and I hate it. Pubes are the best part to get your face in and move around that gives the guy pleasure. Also the LAST thing I go for with my mouth is the tip of the cock and starting to give the actual blowjob. I go very slow and when ready use my hand to wrap around bottom of shaft while I slowly worship the mans manhood. That’s another reason why can’t do anonoymous. I just can’t get into it and rather just have them jack off, cumm on my face and leave. Even though they would think “that’s the worst ever” At least got it over with Lol
1. I would treat them with dignity and respect
2. I couldn’t wait to hear from them everyday
3. I would be there for them through sickness and health
4. I would be loyal and faithful
5. Sex would be important to me but if they couldn’t perform I would have them play with my ass and ask if I could go pleasure myself (jack-off) in the bathroom or other room. I would never cheat ever.
6. I’m a very sexual person but as long as they let me try pleasing them that’s all that would matter. Even making out being close with another is all I need.
7. I would do what they say. Do there laundry, cook them meals, massage if in pain, advocate for them, drive them anywhere if unable to drive.
8. As long as two way relationship I would be happy. Example: I get to pick the movie one week and they pick the movie the following week.
9. Communication is key. Without it and being truthful there’s nothing.
10. I would spend my time to make them happy and feel good about themselves if having a bad day.
11. I would let them take there stress, anger on me so we could talk about it.
12. They come first before anybody.
1. Pay for rest of hotel
2. Buy supplies
3. Tattoo maybe?
4. Dye hair plus haircut
5. Get pants
6. Getting Anal bleached
7. Waxing
8. Gym and tanning
So far I’ve lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks. Now supposed to lose 1-3 pounds a week. With the gym I’m hoping I will get 5 pounds a week in:
Monday: Tan plus 30 minutes cardio
Tuesday: Circuit Room
Wednesday: Tan plus 30 minutes cardio
Thursday: circuit room
Friday: tan plus cardio
I honestly don’t think the people that can work out everyday are as sick as me. Or if it doesn’t affect them.
I stated what I did earlier but fuck! All day my body has felt like I fell down a flight of stairs and pain made me sick like in PA.
When got home watched a really sad gay movie on Netflix then called my friend because its been 6 days and haven’t heard from him. I left message because no one picked up but when checked iPod he wrote me and said he’s been depressed and not in the mood to talk. I don’t blame him, I know how it feels. It sucks because he’s only person I talk too besides answering posts but he needs to take care of himself first then worrying about me having no one to talk too. I respect his honesty therefore not upset at all in anyway. He’s probably talking to other females, which is good for him. He needs to know I don’t get jealous and also I want him to be talking to new girls. Also, to show its a lie that people are gossiping about him. Such bullshit. Would love to sock the person in the face who made him think that!!
I woke up from a long nap, now still in pain and feel toxic/sick. Think I’m going to take a long detox bath and rub soma/dilaudid cream all over. I shaved yesterday. Just need to go over everything with a razor. I skipped tanning today because was sweating and sore.
Skipping Zumba class too. Happy Monday!!!
I’m really worried and stressed about my best friend because haven’t heard from him or liked any of my posts for awhile now (5 days to be exact)
I don’t know if
1. Something happened to a family member
2. If he’s just sick and tired and staying off FB because thinks people are gossiping about him
3. Relapsed and really sick
4. Said something to him to upset him
5. If something bad happened to Heinz?
I would call his house but I don’t want to bother him if sleeping or if doesn’t want to hear from me?
Just have to pray everything is alright!!!
He’s an amazing person and so lucky to call him my best buds. We may bicker at times but what relationship doesn’t.
Praying he’s Okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Randys 2014 Resolutions 